What to say...

...I just don't know.

It took me about a month to become really bored with Cata. Bored, or frustrated. Healing Heroics that groups weren't geared for, or if they were geared for them, they weren't mentally prepared for them. People taking way too much damage, my spells not doing much healing, people not wanting to CC, people not paying attention.

It felt futile. Eventually we geared up enough that it was possible to heal more than just the Tank, but I was bitter about having to do so when there's so much dmg that can be avoided. After wiping on all of the dungeons enough, it's not hard to tell where people are messing up and making more work for me to avoid doing their own.

Raiding was somewhat interesting, but also felt futile, and with 10 people the downs are harsher than the highs.

So I decided to take a break, and I'm right in the middle of it right now. I'll be giving it a shot again in two or three weeks and seeing how I feel about the whole thing. The guild has apparently found healers to replace me, and we had too many tanks already (after two came back from a year or two long absence) so we've had enough people signed up to run two 10 mans at least once since I un-subbed. It would be nice to switch back to 25 man, since I felt like I had more fun that way.

Other wise, it's time to move on. Depressing, but so's finding that WoW just pisses me off and STILL paying for it. Which, btw, is also a dumb move.